Random thoughts

Well bygones be bygones I did not expect my lazy ass self to actually conjure up a new post this soon. Most times I start a project, excitement to the roof, and then the action tapers off naturally and I forget its existence. I think most people can relate. But anyhoo. I can’t ignore my natural urges to write. I actually tried writing in my Harry Potter journal tonight but I still felt like posting something on the interwebs. And what’s on my mind is what the word “enlightenment” truly means. As with many aspects in life, every person will be different, have a different experience, and possess differing definitions in their schema. I think it is bizarre but one of the most beautiful traits about existence. For everyone does go at their own pace, and has a unique imprint on the planet.  Back to enlightenment. I saw a very good metaphor for it as I was reading an article about it, I wish I could give due credit but I can’t find it lol. It said that enlightenment feels like...

Dear reader, (I’ll be damned if anyone does read this) Not sure why but I felt like writing tonight. Usually I scribble some errant thoughts and gushy feelings in a physical diary, but then I remembered the existence of blogger, so here I am. I hope this post makes sense, but knowing me, it will not. Lol.  I think 2017 has been a strange year for me. I finished college, but I don’t feel super excited or anything like that. In fact, I feel more lost than ever. Try as I might not to compare myself to others, but it seems like I am relatively rudimentary when it comes to my career aspirations. And I can fully admit it, careers and that whole realm is no doubt one of my BIGGEST insecurities. My whole life people have told me “oh but you’re so smart, you’ll be fine” and “you’ll be a great addition wherever you go”. But bruh, I have no clue what I actually like or am good at. I know many people share my qualms, but I tend to get stuck in my head more so than other people. Com...